Not so Poinant.

The last real and honest thing I posted on here was July 9th. Damn. Then I thought about it, and I think that was that last time I maybe let myself feel. I have been slowly evaluating some events in my recent past and have come to terms with several of them. I have took note of my good friends, some have been "let go" from the upper positions. (And here is the kicker, they didn't actually do anything wrong per say, I just decided they weren't good enough anymore.) I tied up a few loose ends in my past. I am putting effort into a relationship that two years ago I would have walked away months ago and never looked back. I want differnt things now. I understand more that this is also my responsibilty to work on. I have new people in my life that I want to be happy and succesfull. My best friend is a 34 year old man. I know it seems strange. But I just want him to be happy and he is always there to support me and help in any way he can. And I the same for him. I enjoy our friendship. I am currently talking to and hanging out with a very simple farm boy. I am having fun. I really do like him. It is a whole different pace of life. It may just be for me. We shall see. Anyway, I don't really have anything extreemly deep or poinant to say. I just thought I would update my 4 readers on where I have been the last few months. Any comments or questions are appreciated!