Repeatedly.

Ok. I'm in trouble. Lust has me in it's tangled web of lies. There is the doctor that works for the nursing home that I work at. Speech Pathologist and Professor. He is stunning. Funny. Witty. Brilliant. I want him. Now. There is a good amount of shameless flirting between us. He has been married 3 times. He has admitted to me that the first failure was 100% his fault, the second was a re-bound from the first marriage (that he decided to marry? wtf) and that was 85% his fault, and the current mess is all her fault. Defiantly damaged goods. However, I want to have hot sweaty sex with him. Repeatedly. The charge nurse tonight told me that Saturday when she was here he asked where I was. She told him I have weekends off. Then he says "What's her story anyway? She has the most beautiful blue eyes." OMG. Please God. I want him. Can I put him on my Christmas list? I don't usually get like this, but there is something about him. Oh, and did I mention he is 46? I'm 21. Hmmmm. 46? Seriously? Does that make me a slut? He could be my sugar daddy. Honestly, if the opportunity presented itself I doubt I would have very much (if any) self control. Any advice?