Ok. It has been a shit storm around here lately. I'm going to list...
1. I got "dismissed" from Rhodes State College. That's just a nice way of saying "Get the fuck out."
2. I bought a "new" (to me anyway...) car. 2001 Subaru Forester. LOVE IT! I paid $2,000
3. My "new" car has a cracked head gasket and will need $2,200 worth of work on it.
4. A drunk driver hit my dad's pick up truck last night when it was parked in front of my house. The dumb bitch tried to take off on foot and took off after her. Do NOT fuck with me. Or my dad. Moron. I win.
5. Jeremy. I wish I had an answer. Or a question even. It sucks. We haven't broken up yet, but I would venture to guess it won't take more than a few more days. He thinks I'm always a mess. I'm always upset, or angry, or something is wrong, or something needs to change, or whatever. Welcome to life. Shit happens. And just when you get it together, something else happens. We are meeting up tonight for a "face to face". It's over. I have accepted that. It still sucks. I care about him and want to be there for him. He said that he doesn't want to spend the rest of his life "picking up the pieces." Well I never asked you to. I have been doing it all on my own so far. I don't know what else to say to him. I don't want to loose him, but I think I already have.
6. Michael Jackson died. Sucks.
7. My sister fucked up her leg in Volleyball conditioning. Poor kid.
8. I'm broke. Story of my life.
9. Work is stressful. Sucks.
1 comment:
I'm sending you virtual hugs cause I can't give ya the real thing. I'm sorry things aren't going so great right now. Believe me, I can completely relate to alot of what is going on with you. The only thing I can really tell you is that 'this too shall pass'. I hope that things work out with you and Jeremy...he needs to realize that maybe you don't want him to pick up the pieces, you just want him there to listen. I had to teach my husband that..and we've been married for almost 12 years.
Smoochies to you sweetie....
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