Update #2 on Gangster's Paradise: I don't know what to do. I'm dying inside. The before mentioned ex-boyfriend called again. He is unhappy with Prom Queen. He told me that she degrades him. Excuse me? That is absolutely unacceptable! He has worked so hard to get where he is, she will never understand the sacrifices he has made and the things he has been through. How dare she say he will never amount to anything. Then she proceeds to tell him that she is done with him and he should go find a stripper to be with and they can live in his storage shed. I wanna fuck this little dyke bitch up! 1) I am not a stripper! 2) We are clearly going to live in an apartment. 3) I wish I could see her face when she realizes that he actually might leave her for me. 4) Die Prom Queen! After all is said and done (20 min later) she will beg for him back and say she loves him and he can never leave her. Up until now I was trying very hard not to hate her because I don't know her. 17 year old bitch. She is crazy (he swears bi-polar), he is unhappy, he is still in love with me, he thinks we could be happy together, but he is trying to decide if he wants to leave Prom Queen and try again with me, or try to make it work with the crazy high school age bitch. I'm in a competition and there is nothing to do but wait. Who can wait him out and seem less crazy. (Obviously it's about the fact that we still love each other, but that bitch is crazy!) I love him. Always have, always will. He knows that. When he hung up the phone this afternoon he said "I love you baby." when he hung up. Hello! I win! Clearly I'm better than she is. I'm an adult for starters. I just can't understand how this is such a hard choice for him. He hates change, and I know that. But I feel like I am the obvious choice. God dammit. I just wanna be happy. To start life over again. I don't think I will survive if he decides to stay with her. I need this as much as he does. We both need to start over. Be happy. Be in love again. I'm not religious but I hope and pray I'm the one he needs. God please.
"Pick Me. Choose Me. Love Me."
-Meridith Grey
1 comment:
Alright, listen here chicky. You know we don't use the word dyke or cunt.
Anyways, Just fucking do something with already. I'm sick of you going back and forth with this guy. Obviously if you don't do this, its always goign to come back to you, so just fucking do it.
Thank you.
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